pulse it

okaaay tomorrow is work out day!!! well let's see if it works out. haha. i hope we can buy the freaking pulse mousse i want freaking shiny blue hair. =) wonder if it really works...8 to 10 shampoos! i'll have blue hair for 8 to 10 days!! yay. if it works out, i'll try 2 colours XD.

okay yesterday was weird. red, i feel so sorry for you. you just had to veet the forest didn't you? O__O i'm be too scared to try. when we buy pulse, should we get you a tube of veet as well?

your boyfriend is gay

wow. how would you girls feel if your boyfriend turned out to be gay? what if you're the reason he turned gay? what if your boyfriend chooses the hot boy you can never have over you?

the subject came up earlier, and i'm quite frightened. he IS a little..grabby when it comes to other guys. taking away the maybe once in a lifetime chances from deserving girls.....

waxing legs...other things he can do with girls. hanging out with only girls for a long time....

wouldn't youuu be scared? i am. i don't mind gay people....it's just that, what girl would want her boyfriend to dump her for a guy? ouch, ego-depresser.

it's almost school time!!! i change my sched. on the 31st at 230...i hope i remember that...

RED IS THE NEW BLACK. but never wear them during the evenings...you red little vixen.

all the stupid things you do

even though i'm angry at the fact that you do stuff like that, i can't help but forgive your sorry ass. =)

la la la

okay so angelyn and ashley went to the after party. very very jealous.

now that it's all over... we can all cry. until next time...XD

today was great, i was wrong

yay emcee...i hated the job but hey the party was good.

dancing!! wheee! i had such fun even though my feet hurted like hell. angelyn and ashley =) wheee. they're crazy i looove you guys. and mary anne! awww you can roll your body you sexy lady. i even got katrin to dance. yayuh.

dance dance dance

can't go to afterparty. mad.

=( i'll call everyone i love tomorrow =).

i love rick damsel. the end.

today is horrible, i can feel it

okay i just showered...i have to wait until my hair dries so i can do my hair...and oh gosh. i have to get ready and i can't help but think that something is gonna go wrong today. shit. TOT i wish it was tomorrow already.

timetable

buhdumcha. okay so i'm gonna look like shit tomorrow and i'm so not happy about that but what can i do? cry! that's what. oh a somewhat happier note, i got my timetable for school...and those losers at the guidance office made a mistake, but i'll let it slide for now.

okay so for 1st sem i have
calculus, world issues, physics 11, english, physics 12

for 2nd sem i have
precal (which i decided to take out), calculus .5, physed, english .5, precal .5 (meh math)

okay so i'll call on monday to see what i can change around here....

back to tomorrow, i'm scared and i'm ugly. fuck you beautiful people.

SYTYCD and AGT and PMS

okay so on wednesday, i watched the last so you think you can dance season 2 episode. the dances were cool. i loved the travis and benji dance. so cute. GYRATE. lol. okay yeah so benji won, which was to be expected. he was good. but travis was also good. he's so cute. i love travis! TRANJI! woo.

yesterday i watched the america's got talent finale. i thought the millers were gonna win. the crazy harmonica player, holy smokes. cole and ld miller. cool. but no, bianca ryan won. but yeah like come on! that's not unique, she's a singer! america's got lots of those. geeze, now we get a child prodigy with a hot voice. she could wait a few more years! what we need is a cool harmonica player with a cute brother! yes. haha.

okay so tomorrow is vian's debut. and i'm worried. i didn't go over the program at all with jsyl. and i'm no good at winging things. i hope people really don't listen to emcees. =) i hope everyone's hungry so that all they think about is food. at least ate jennet can do my make up. but she can't until she gets home from work which is around 4 or 5 and i don't know when vian wants me there. damn it. yeah as for my hair. i don't wanna hairspray it but i want it to stay! gah. damn it. i don't even know if i LIKE what i'm gonna wear. but you know what, screw it. it's not my night anyway, so why bother looking good.

fdhaiofhdaiofhdaif ahdifo dahfida damn it. i'm mad. nothing seems to be working in my favour right now. boo i wanted the millers to win and travis to win and i wish i was in the candles instead.

mr.smith is tall

OKAY so i'm done with grade fuckin 8 fucking piano. hopefully. i feel like crying! omg. i'm totally not confident about passing this exam. GAH. so yeah mr smith was my examiner. and he's like a probably nice scary tall guy. i'm so sad. okay so yeah for technique. i did my first scale well. but then he told me to play b flat minor scale. and then i was gonna play a b major formula pattern but then yeah that's not it! i played like the first few notes of the formula until yeah i asked him what it was again. and yeah after that he seemed so annoyed. i had to ask him to confirm things a few more times for other tech. shit. ah fucker. fucking arpeggios. lol. yeah so then i did my studies. the first one was good enough. the 2nd one, the super fast one sucked ass. i like blanked out. shit. and then i had to play my rep. songs. the memorized ones. gah. my first one was okay. i think. but then the 2nd song, the one worth the most marks. i fucked up there. like omg. as if! that's llike my best song! wtf i screwed that up? wahHH! but yeah i think i got at least a 10/16. but that's wishful thinking. and theeen my 3rd song was goooood. lol and that's the one that i suck at because it's so sloow. yeah good job lindsay, you didn't totally screw yourself over!and my 4th song was exceptional too i think. then ear tests. gaaah. my melody playback suuuucked. but i think i did okaay. and my intervals, i'm not so confident. i think i got a few wrong. i needed those marks! and then it was chord identifying. blah. might have got like 2 right or something. that's supposed to be the easiest thing! gah. i'm stupid. and then it was cadences. baaaah. i think the first one was plagal. i said the 2nd one was plagal. but it could have been perfect. but who knows these things? because i fucking don't. and sight reading went okay. might have got some wrong notes, i know the last one was but meh. and then yeah clapping, yeaaah i'm good at that. so at least i got 3 marks for that. so that concludes the worst day of my life.

i deserve an award for going through that trauma during my time of the month. i need my kisses.

a kiss for your thoughts

i ate like half a bag of hershey kisses today. okay so annalyn, kevin, and the little boy came over to my house today with their parents? like omg. i was still in my house clothes and our house was freaking messy. now i know why angelyn tells us to call 2 hours in advance before going there. okay yeah so they came all of a sudden. i didn't even know they knew where i lived! ah. yeah so tomorrow is my piano exam. i'm kinda scared but too lazy to practice. bah. i'll blank out..oh shit maybe i should.

after the exam i wanna go to vian's and do the program stuff with jsyl. i don't know if my parents would let me but it's worth a try right? okay yeah. soooo good luck to me tomorrow.

later beautifuls.