amigo in a better place

okay i woke up earlier than usual, 830. i surprised myself. okay so i was in my room still half asleep and i heard my mom talking on the phone. she was talking to my auntie or uncle. so my cousin's dog, amigo, died. TOT he got hit on the street! poor amigo, he was such a happy and friendly dog! ahh he was so tiny. =( okay yeah so my cousin's boyfriend gave her amigo. when amigo died, they broke up! what?! okay yeah he went to the states with us too! just wednesday. and then what 3 days later they break up? what the hell? what happened there? ahhh amigo!

so today is vian's 18th birthdaaay! she's having a bbq today, i still don't know if i can go! i'm too scared to ask my parents. yeah. haha. so yeah her debut is coming up this saturday. and i'm panicking, i don't know what to say for whatever emcee stuff. and ahh the cotillion worries me. but they'll pull through, or is that wishful thinking?

gah.