schadenfreude - delight in someone else's misfortune

okay, i'm mean i can admit that. but this is my freaking blog and i will fucking rant. mouth shut by the veronicas is damn good song at the moment. i'm totally bored of this. only i know what THIS is because i don't intend on telling anyone what THIS is. i'm only posting this for whole world to see so that maybe someone out there can relate. i'm sure someone can relate to THIS because the veronicas freaking sang the song MOUTH SHUT so it makes sense that someone else is feeling that way. THIS can relate to anything so yeah think what you want people. so yeah i'm totally bored with THIS. i never realized how THIS can be so annoying and boring at the same time. maybe i'm just pre-PMSing right now but that was my excuse the first time. i'm just not into THIS right now. all i wanna do is experience other THINGS and gah can't do that when PEOPLE tell you otherwise. you know all that hurting feelings crap. well i'm feeling pretty damn selfish right now and thinking about my fucking feelings. i don't know what to do because yeah friends yay. friends are nice. those who are more than that are trouble. TROUBLE I TELL YOU. if you don't plan on getting married until you're well into your 20's or 30's or whenenver you wanna get anchored down, don't get too attached to one THING or else you might find yourself unable to get out of the mess. GAH! why can't i follow my own rules here? because of all the mediocrity shit in the world. i'm an insecure bitch who have to do things so that people don't hate me. i'm sure people hate me but you know, one would prefer to have some friendly relations to people. wow, i'm so drama right now i could almost slap myself for getting pissed off at those who cry about trimming their hair. almost. so yes. i don't feel better yet so i'll continue. too all those guys who try to sweep a girl off her feet, make sure you know the girl first. it still annoys me. ahh. okay. yeah. i think i'm done for now. haha too much harrydraco stories. these fanfics make me wanna rethink everything sometimes. hah.

i can't believe how silly people can be. haha people, eye infections and contacts don't mix.

project runway rocks. SCHADENFREUDE! that's my new signature word. i'm such a terrible person sometimes. but yeah i try to amuse myself, try it some time? things happen because they deserve it right? karma as they call it. i'm sure everyone has been a victim of karma. so those who wish karma to kick someone's ass, wouldn't it make sense for karma to get you because you wished it to happen to someone else? maybe. so everyone, REJOICE. SCHADENFREUDE!

aww mary anne found me a dress to wear for the debut. that was sweet of her. thanks =). it's yellow, hope it doesn't rain if you catch my drift.

to all the sexy boys in america. hopefully i'll be there to check all of you out soon. ha. ha.

and you know neutral people? supposedly neutral, that is. take both parties into consideration not just the one you think will get the harder blow. it'll be hard for both, so if you say you're neutral, show that in your fucking actions or else sod off.

good night, bitches.